narcissus

you take me apart and put me
back together as most myself
lighter than my memory holds
undulant and caring
re-learning words and mirrors and
hours of smiling in your absence
my sweetest narcissus
i fall into looking... your eyes pool


so happily undone
do i pretend surrender
or is it possibly this easy

your laughter draws the answer
anything for you
if only that were truly mine
to offer up
with my reverence my wonder
at the reality of you
so full with each moment

you have got me pregnant with joy